On Sunday I experienced my first student led (lead, I never know) online tutorial session. There were 6 of us in the session. a few days before I realised that I didn’t think Lesley would be at the session and to save time in the hour we needed to get over the discussion over what we would discuss so we could save time in the session so I posted up some suggestions, bringing in suggestions from others about blogging. I took Week 12 activities and made some questions to help us learn from each others experiences and relate these to the articles we read rather than just trying to get us all to go over the questions we’d already answered. My motivation for this session was to learn from others experiences.
No one else made any suggestions and every seemed happy with mine. Somehow I ended up starting the session off. Now, since I’ve had time to reflect, I think this is very interesting. Did I wade in and take over or did this happen naturally? I know that in face to face tutorials I tend to take the lead and people look at me for guidance as I’m the REALLY proactive one. I can see how this would happen in face to face, because I’m the one who talks to everyone, gets everyone comfortable, tends to be the most active with the presenter etc etc. So how did this transfer to the online environment.
In the forums I’m really active and people can see that. On my blog I’m really active and as noted, I’m getting lots of traffic on my blog now and as Simon says, it is probably due to my levels of activity on the forum that I’ve attracted attention from the tutor group here.
So as in face to face sessions, when one is seen to be active, other student’s rely on you to take the lead in other activities too. (note for readers, when I say rely I don’t mean this in a negative way I just can’t think of a better word to describe it).
As a result of my ending up usually taking the lead on group activities f2f, I had created a self image that I must be bossy and people just do what I say (as always jumping to the negative conclusion). However, i hope, and don’t think my bossy side has been conveyed in the online forum and if it has, I wonder how? It’s not like I can interrupt, show that I’m not listening, give visual clues as to my desire to lead, etc etc.
So does that mean my selfimage is all wrong, it’s not that I’m bossy it’s just that I’m perceived as a useful co-student and therefore if I take the lead, people know they’ll be getting something useful out of it???? Or is it that people know, don’t worry, Emma will do it, but I would say that in H800 we’ve not had enough group/student lead activities yet for people to have that assumption about me….I could hypothesize all day.
At the end of the session discussion was heading towards another similar discussion next week so I could see no one was taking the lead in wanting to actually organise it and I could see that if someone didn’t organise it, it wouldn’t happen so I asked for someone to take on the mantle. Pat offered to do this.
However, I now see in the forum that Pat’s understanding of what I was asking for was different to mine as it looks as though he wanted to set up a wiki for discussion rather than an elluminate for a discussion. The question is now, do I try and organise a student lead session or do I just sit back. If I sit back then no-one, including me, will benefit from the opportunity to have discussion like we did the other day. But, it really needs someone to design good discussion items for it to be effective. Do I now, already have a good track record at this, should I just go for it!
I’d do it if asked, but after doing the last one I 1) want to give someone else a chance and 2) don’t want to appear bossy.